HOME IN A SUITCASE

 

   By: Jalal Barzanji

 

Istanbul- to Edmonton is seventeen hours by air 

If you go by ship across the Adriatic Sea

The bottom of ocean- Shortens to water land

Us and our home- inside the  suitcase.

From the veiled ( Sevas) city to the airport of Istanbul

Thirteen hours by bus

To fly at dawn- the refugees were to depart

 

Some came from very far away

Some were sleeping on the chairs

Some were preparing their hearts for the flight

Some were preparing their bodies for leaving

Some were learning English using a dictionary

Some were taking their huts out of their suitcase to wear on the plane

Some were missing home and others

Could not wait to get away from home

Some of them were afraid to get in to a plane

Others were afraid they would miss the plane

An evening of late fall

Us and our home in a suitcase

From( Ankara) city we went to( Sevas)

 Seven hours by bus

Not too long time ago

We fled civil war

To (UN) Branch in Ankara to claim refugee 

Luckily accepted 

We were immigrant

At a Canadian embassy 

In Ankara six starving months 

In (Oluss)

A pool of refuges and the displaced of Turkish Kurds

Every dawn Little Kurdish girl and I were passing 122 stone stairs to Downtown ,She dreams of selling water to buy bread-

I.. to stroll  away my challenging fate 

I am not a story teller

I speak from my heart

In the dawn we board the plane

It is the first flight

My wife and my three little children

Ever had

The fear snapping my wife

She even forgot

The ten thousand feet is our height 

The one thousand KM an hour is our speed 

I, when the Iraqi war plane in 1961 bombed  our house ,

Since the war took away my first childhood ball and

Put it on fire

The plane snapping me

It is my forth flight

Once for free-when I was child

I flew with my kite

The flight held no fear

Second after the reform in Soviet Union

I flew to Ukraine

To go  to( Sweden) to claim refugee.

In (Kiev) at the  airport control I knew

 it is a fake visa

My Third  flight

I was deported back from( Kiev) to (Istanbul)

Lonely- empty as my pocket

Our plane left the ground

 Heading the sky, near freedom

The plane is a swing for my children,

No fear across their faces

The pinnacle of the sky is my wish for the plane  To reach near gad.

The plane is heading the sky,

Wishing for window seat,

Watching the cloud filling it .

We are above the clouds

Above the rain!

Above snow !

We are above the forest!

Above the powers!

We are passing the sky ,

To feel full of blue.

The blueness of the sky,

Bringing thoughts of separation.

Six hours in ( Amsterdam) is our transit.

Looking like a broken wings of a bird ,

Caring our( I O M )bags ,

No courage to leave our gate,

Afraid of feeling further lost.

In Amsterdam we bought a phone card ,

To call home,

We have passed a quarter of the path to exile

To tell we are still alive

To tell we may not came back.

I am stray In( Amsterdam )

Difficult to memorize everything yet.

Again our plane is passing the sky ,

Leaving the( Nether lands) flowers in its beauty,

To go to the farthest west ,

Passing the Atlantic sky

Our plane nicely passing the sky of( Atlantic),

Faster than the wind ,

Even faster than our plane

Is our hope .

We are in the sky,

No sky left to miss.

We are following the sunset,

It is a head of us.

We are passing the space,

To reach our new home in Canada ,

The home is awake in February snow,

The home has no address in our packet yet,

The home as beautiful as our dream!

  

 

 

*Istanbul: the biggest city in Turkey

Saves: a city in Turkey

Ankara: capital city of Turkey

Kiev: capital city of Ukrainian

Oluss: name of a downtown in Ankara

IOM: one of (UNHCR) organization takes care of accepted refugees to take them to countries were  accepted in

 

 

           

 

13/08/2007

 

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